We were almost there

We were almost there
in the finished line,
but I went back
leaving you behind...

curiosity and doubts
all through my mind
causing me to turn;
brought me back to start...

I thought you're my last
yet thoughts deceive
soon you'll find another
good and someone better

again, going back to the end
and I will pass by you;
but not an enemy but a friend
cause looking back will be blue..